Indian Horse Paperback – January 1, 2012

This is such a good book!!! It’s unrelentingly sad to pretty much grief porn levels but even though it’s such a sad and heavy story based on historical events, the storytelling is so impeccably simple that this is brilliant and unpretentious and so eminently readable. In addition to that, it’s such an important story.The premise is that Saul Indian Horse is born into an Ojibwe family that has already been ravaged by the devastatingly evil policy of forced assimilation of the indigenous people of Canada. His family tries their hardest to protect him from a similar fate of being forcibly separated and sent to a residential “school” where he could face a myriad of abuses and violations. In the face of fear, trauma and abuse, will his talent for hockey emerge as his salvation?This is my first book by this author and he’s a fantastic storyteller. This book was soooo emotive, you viscerally feel shadows of the fury and the pain and the helplessness and the bitterness of the main charafater. This book exemplifies everything I love about reading- to learn and to be able to walk in other histories however briefly so you can begin to understand the emotions of others.I’m by no means a fan of ice hockey nor do I know much about it but the author was able to make the reader understand exactly what Saul loved about it. It feels like freedom and you can feel the ice and the cold and the speed and the rush in the author’s writing. This book is primarily historical (recent) fiction but it still felt very contemporary. I loved Saul’s commentary about racist media narratives around athletes of colour. Even when it’s praise, it’s always using stereotypes that are animalistic or “savage” in a way that wouldn’t be used for a white athlete and as a sports fan, I totally see that all the time with the way commentators and journalists talk about certain non-white players.I recommend this book to everyone, the story is so rich and simple and well-told and important and even as the world moves on, it is important that the victims of devastating cultural and actual genocide policies are never forgotten so that we never allow such things in the world again. I will say you should be in a good place emotionally before you embark on this. Secondly, please note trigger warnings for alcoholism (although there are several visceral descriptions from the perspective of an alcoholic that are unique and beautiful and apt for anyone who’s ever wondered “why can’t this person just stop drinking.” Also trigger warnings for severe child abuse, rape, traumatic parent-child separations, and depression. If you can gird your loins for the emotional punch that this amazing book packs, I highly recommend it!

I recently read 'Medicine Walk' by Wagamese and it was so good that I rushed to read 'Indian Horse', another book of his. It was no disappointment. The writing soars and the story is one that evolves over time and speaks to generations of Native American and Native Alaskan children who have spent their childhoods in boarding schools.As the novel opens, Saul Indian Horse is in a rehabilitation center for treatment of his alcoholism. He has hit bottom and his sponsor has asked him to tell his story. Saul is reluctant to share but, with time, and with a visit to his roots, the reader gradually learns his history.Saul's great passion was ice hockey and he was so good at it that he made the NHL. He loved the game, the way it let him escape the poison in his mind, and he loved the camaraderie of the team. Soon, after joining the major league, he finds that he is feeling more rage and anger than enjoyment. He decides to leave the team just as his teammates and coach have decided to kick him out. Saul wanders from bar to bar, drink to drink, until he is so down and out that his life is without meaning. What happened to this man with the passion for the game, the lust to play hockey and soar with the sport?The answer to Saul's descent lies in the narrative he tells to his sponsor once he returns to rehab after visiting his now crumbled boarding school, the places he lived as a youth, and his renewed connection to his Ojibway heritage. To say any more would be to provide spoilers. I highly recommend this amazing book that is the story of one man but is also representative of a whole generation of Native American children. It is an amazing book with insight and understanding of those who are culturally outcast by mainstream society. Saul's story is one that will lift your heart and wet your eyes. It is a book to cherish and remember long after the last page is read.

Saul’s life story was amazing, but horrifying; the amount of trauma he endured, while still managing to survive was beyond comprehension. A story of a young Indian boy in Canada’s loss of family, loss of self while at school, his loss of purpose while playing hockey, and his loss of respect with the fighting and drinking and then how he begins to heal. Wagamese is descriptive without making Saul’s life a spectacle, while keeping the reader glued to Saul’s outcome. Great book.

Great book, the truth is slowly coming out. Read this story let it wash over you and cleanse your soul, be kind to people, everyone is fighting a unseen battle. The movie doesn't do the book justice even though the movie is very good.

Super ergreifende, spannende Geschichte!

Cadeau à un lecteur anglophone

Brilliant writer

Richard Wagamese tells an authentic story through the narrative voice of Saul Indian Horse who is in a rehab centre called The New Dawn Centre, north of Winnipeg, Manitoba. Part of the program requires that the participants tell their stories, share, so that "hard core drunks like [Saul] can set [themselves] free from the bottle and the life that took [them] there. . . they put [them] in the sharing circle." Saul can't tell his story so they say it's all right if he writes it down. This book is his story.Saul wrote about his childhood and all about the native traditions he learned from his grandmother — about the rituals, the ceremonies, the stories of family history, how he came by the name Indian Horse, and the inevitability of change coming — that is "the spirit teaching of the Horse". For Saul, the change came the winter he turned eight. He grew up with a fear of "the school". Whenever a strange boat or plane are spotted, the children go and hide in the dense wood. One day, when Saul was four, his older brother Benjamin didn't make it to the woods and was taken from them. His mother was inconsolable; his parents left the bush to follow the white man's whiskey through sawmill camps. Eventually, Benjamin returned to them, having run from the school in Kenora, sick with TB. Grandmother Naomi led the family to God's Lake, a place she remembered from long ago. It is here that Saul learns he has the gift of vision. It is here that Benjamin dies and the family abandons Saul and Naomi.Winter came, and Naomi tried to take Saul to find the family but despite her amazing skills and "gumption", just short of their goal, Naomi dies with her arms wrapped around Saul keeping him warm on the train platform outside of town. He was discovered and taken to St. Jerome's Residential School. He was eight years old.Saul could read and write English and so he withdrew into his own world and stayed out of trouble:"I saw kids die of tuberculosis, influenza, pneumonia and broken hears at St. Jerome's . . . saw young boys and girls die standing on their own two feet. I saw runaways carried back, frozen solid as boards. I saw bodies hung from rafters on thin ropes. I saw wrists slashed and the cascade of blood on the bathroom floor and, one time, a young boy impaled on the tines of a pitchfork that he'd shoved through himself. . . So I retreated. That's how I survived. Alone. . . What I let them see was a quiet withdrawn boy, void of feeling."The same year Saul arrived, a young priest named Father Gaston Leboutilier arrived. He had "a kindness and sense of adventure that drew the boys to him. He led hikes . . . took [them] camping . . . and when winter came he brought [them] hockey". Saul was hooked! He read all the books. Too young to play yet, he watched the older boys playing and found he could visualize the game, the moves, the "rhythm under all [the] mayhem". He began watching Hockey Night in Canada with a few other boys in Father Leboutilier's quarters. He became the ice sweeper, going out early in the morning to ready the ice, then practice with a hockey stick he has hidden in the snow and a "handful of the frozen horse turds" from the barn. He was a natural.At nine, he stashed skates that were too big for him along with the stick. He used newspaper to make them fit. He set his own practice drills and worked hard. He loved everything about the game."The labour made me wiry and tough. It gave my lungs a workout and cleared my mind of everything but the ice. . . I floated out onto a snow-white stage in a soliloquy of grace and motion. I loved it. Every time I skated I felt as though I had created the act. It was pure and new and startling."Finally, when Father Gaston's team was preparing for their first game against a town team from White River, Saul got his chance. A player, Wapoose, fell and broke his ankle. Saul volunteered to take his place. After that, it was town games. Then an offer to go play for a town team; but he was too good and the other parents wanted to see their own kids playing the game. The white man thought hockey was his game. Then came the chance to leave the school and play for The Moose in Manitouwadge. Fred Kelly and his wife would take him in. He'd go to school and play hockey against other reserve teams across the territory, and Saul had his freedom.With the Moose, Saul's spirit soared. For awhile. They had huge success, were challenged to play the Senior A league champions from Kapuskasing. That led to other games against white teams. It led to a new height of racism. Saul was scouted and went to Toronto to play for the Marlboros, a Major Junior A team. That led to even greater racism — he was always the Indian, on the rampage, taking scalps — even in the papers. He was finally forced to fight and it ruined the game for him. He gave up hockey and everything was downhill after that, until he landed in the New Dawn Centre.This was an incredible story. The descriptions of the game were beautiful — fast-paced, vivid, so real that you don't have to be a hockey fan to follow the play and get what an amazing player Saul was. From his first time in a game:"I stayed at the edge of the scrimmage, the play rolling its pattern out in front of me. Then, suddenly, I saw it clearly. I saw the direction of the ame before it happened and I moved to that spot. Now I bent to my skating, spreading my feet a little wider and keeping the full length of my stick blade on the ice. . .I pushed hard, evenly, and I was at full speed in three strides. I scooped the puck onto my stick and cradled it as I pumped with my other arm. The goalie yelped and backed slowly toward the mouth of the net. I whisked across the blue line and there was only me, the puck and the net. I was flying, skating as fast as I could go, and then time slowed to a crawl. I could hear my breath, the yells of the other boys behind me, feel the pump of blood in my chest, see the eyes of the goalie squinting in concentration."When the story came full circle, it took me totally by surprise. Maybe it shouldn't have. When I thought back, the clues were all there, but I think, maybe, I just didn't want to believe it. The parts of the story from St. Jerome's were horrific. Some of the racist acts, equally so. The spirit in Saul that enabled him to play the game so well, let you float with him in its freedom. And, despite the downside of the story, the brutal truths about the residential schools and the running of them (in this story a Catholic school but it could equally have been any denomination of protestant school as well, and certainly, the Canadian government has recognized its own culpability in this policy), and racism that still is a problem today, there is redemption for Saul and a new life when the story ends. I couldn't put the book down!

It explores themes of nature vs artificial, cultural genocide, and family. Author writes in a imaginative style. Full of imagery and symbolism. Great book.